Every day I think and feel that I am missing something. Some things I do because I want to truly improve myself, such as going to the gym and seeing direct results of my body.
But for things like a relationship, I get this urge every day that I should have more friends, I should be going out more, getting laid frequently, and asking girls out. It probably stems from my lack of relationships and having a really hard time with women.
So today is Saturday, and I wake up to my mind screaming, "I NEED TO GO OUT AND MEET WOMEN BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING ON WEEKENDS AND I SHOULD BE DOING IT TOO. YOU NEED TO GO AND ASK OUT 5 WOMEN TODAY TO MAKE UP FOR THE LACK OF RELATIONSHIPS YOU'VE HAD"
And of course, it drives me mad because it's partially true and is also fueled by my frustration of not having many relationships. It bothers me because I use relationships with women as a measure of my social skills.
Today is relationships, on other days it will be "I SHOULD HAVE HAD A STABLE CAREER BY NOW. WTF AM I DOING STILL JOB SEARCHING. WHERE AM I GOING AND DO I EVEN WANT THIS"
Submitted April 07, 2018 at 05:52PM by pinetreeteepee https://ift.tt/2GFtNft
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