I cant find the energy to finish my university education, i'm kinda stuck on my master thesis, i might not be able to complete it. I also have 3 half-done courses, the worst thing is that i know i could complete this in around 3 months hard work (if im my old self..)
The problem? i cant focus for even 10 minutes any longer, i think i hit a wall that did not bulge one inch during summer 2015 when i was working between my 4th and 5th year, since then i'm so tired/sleepy all the time, i could probably sleep forever if i wanted to but i still try to maintain a sleeping schedule of 22-06
I went to the doctor to check my blood, apparently nothing medically wrong with me that can be detected from a blood sample
I even seem to have problem structuring a post on fucking reddit, jesus..
currently living with parents in a shithole with no temporary jobs available (moved back to work in this area over the summer 2016 and finish the last school stuff from home) a few months ago they decided to impose a riddiculuosly high rent out of nowhere (probably think im just sitting around being lazy) and the housing market here is shit, cant find another place to live so im completely stuck here
i really want to power through this last bullshit and move on with my life but im more stuck than i have ever been before, I need some serious motivation help
tl:dr; help :(
Submitted January 27, 2017 at 12:40AM by Throwawayofcwhatelse http://ift.tt/2jWcMiR
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