Monday, 2 April 2018

[Text] This makes no sense, would appreciate some input

So a few years ago I was studying at 3 different schools so to speak in three different areas whilst working a full time job, I used to work mostly 6am until 2am the following day every day Monday to Friday and slightly lesser hours on Saturday and Sunday. Present day, I struggle with motivation, I only have one thing I am doing in my life, I find it easy and interesting to do. Going back to when I was working long hours, I was actually oppressed and each day was a struggle but somehow I kept things moving forward, got high grades etc... now I am in a more casual position where stuff is easy and I am not challenged or oppressed in my work I am so demotivated. I guess the question is, what messed up thing in my brain is causing me to work harder and sleep less when I am oppressed? I am starting to wonder what I am doing right now as well is something I should quit because I find it to easy and have no motivation for it.



Submitted April 02, 2018 at 09:29PM by Finchlo https://ift.tt/2JaLiSN

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