Long story short, I'm dealing with a medical condition that has caused me to go numb in both legs. Doctors still don't know exactly why but a brain tumor is now on the list of solid possibilities after my spine looked clear.
It might not be a tumor, but the problem is all of these consultations and tests are always scheduled way out, so I've been thinking about all the possibilities almost every second for months.
I'm completely unmotivated, and all I want to do every day is get high, play video games, and eat sweets. I'm not like 100% convinced I have cancer, but even being this close makes me feel like any long-term plans would be a waste of time.
What can I do to keep the motivation going and stave off the depression until I know for sure what I'm in for?
Submitted April 07, 2018 at 02:28AM by saltheron https://ift.tt/2IvwVXZ
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