[Discussion] How to find new goals to work towards to?

As a student, I will have weeks with more and less time. Some weekends like this one I will wake up and see "hey... I have literally nothing I have to do in these 60 hours". Of course I can spend them playing through the witcher on one weekend, but I just feel so wasted and useless afterwards. I feel like I need something I can work towards to, but I struggle with finding something. Right now days just pass by and I wait for something to happen. It should be the other way around, I do something and the day passes too quickly.

• Arts just aren't for me. I am terrible at drawing and can't even finish an easy painting. It has never brought me any joy and I don't think that will change. Playing an instrument is ok, but also not something I see much of an use in.

• I tried out cooking, but I am a very picky eater and mostly enjoy a few meals I already know, or variations of them. It's great finding something new I enjoy, but I spend most of my time looking for them.

• I really enjoy coding, but at some point I run out of ideas. I mostly like doing useful stuff, like automating my and friends work, and even got to releasing android app. And it's amazing when you see how many people use them (5 000 for me, doesn't seem like a lot, but it means something for me) even though you don't know many of them.

Sometimes I think I maybe just enjoy getting downloads, like other enjoy likes on Instagram. Maybe that's true, but most oft the time I feel like I want to have something I can care for, refine it and make it better. And other should benefit from this thing as well.

• Reading books is a difficult topic for me. If I find something I really enjoy I can spend a week just reading a book or a series of them. For example I got into the really thick book erebos, or a few years ago the warrior cats series. But it's hard for me to find a book or a series that I enjoy that much, and if I don't I won't ever even try to finish it.

So if you have any thoughts on this, or any advice for me, please share it :)

Submitted December 03, 2017 at 11:38PM by Somethingweirdhere http://ift.tt/2BF9714