I understand their point: You free yourself of your various pains when you die, which everybody has a lot of, some a lot more than others, so the notion of killing yourself brings you solace in the face of your suffering. That's fucking bullshit. You shouldn't kill yourself unless you are SERIOUSLY SUFFERING and have had enough enjoyment and productivity out of your life to even warrant the thought of giving it up now. Otherwise you don’t have the right.
Now, definitions of 'having the right' and 'suffering' vary, because that's all people talk about nowadays. Extreme leftist hippy drivel from someone with an internet connection: “Oh yeah, life is sad HAHAHA” “I'm suffering HAHAHA” “I wish I had opportunities to improve but I don't oh woe is me.” It's like, no. You have opportunities. Are you suffering really? Truly?
Are your arms plagued with arthritis so much so that you struggle to even wipe your own ass? Is your brain deteriorating so fast that you can't assess the environment outside of your own front doorstep? You getting laughed at by your classmates in school because they were born with the privilege of not being stuck to a wheelchair 24/7 and you weren’t? Are you walking three miles a day so as to get hopefully enough infested dirt water for you and your infant sibling to drink AT LEAST SOMETHING TODAY? Then what the fuck are you complaining about. Those kinds of people have a reason to value what little they have that isn’t them suffering. “Their problems aren’t my own, I still have the right to complain about my existence.” Of course you do, you have the right to do anything, ANYTHING, who cares? Fucking do SOMETHING. Complaining about your present does nothing to fix your future. It’s a non-act and everybody knows you’re not special for doing it. Death is an inevitability, it's going to arrive sometime, why not use up the time you have until then? Nobody likes being wasteful, and you can argue “Oh my time until then is pain and suffering so I'll just hit the eject button.” And fuck over everyone that loves you? And there are those people. Whether it’s your mother, or the person behind the till at the local store, your neighbour who barely talks to you, childhood friends that hear of how you killed yourself. Make no mistake their reactions will be catastrophic. You spread misery, but you’re dead so you don’t feel their pain. They'll never forgive you and they might follow your example if they’re glorifying the same in their head too, and that is the definition of an evil act. Highly unlikely that things are bad enough that they can't get better. Look at what's wrong and CHANGE IT. Fix it and you'll love the rewards of doing so. Excuses on the contrary will just keep you unhappy.
My heart goes out to people that SERIOUSLY consider suicide even once, let alone on a regular basis. I've been there, and I've come out the other side. I used to genuinely believe that I was the reincarnation of a murderer, to deserve such a horrible miserable existence. I've had family members so depressed they went around telling people to kill themselves and then killed them self. It's hard, it's twisted, and it’s fucking evil. People are better than that. Just don't do it, don't think about it. Get on with yourself and get on with life. You have more opportunities from the world than people used to even a century ago.
The 'You can always quit' is a well-natured idea, but one that seriously should not be set in the option of suicide. It should be set in how malleable life is! How things can change, because things can always get better if you put your mind to it! Quit your suffering, don’t quit your life. There's help out there and it really works and you’ll get happiness and true meaning from your life. People will look at you positively stunned you managed to turn it all around. Tell the right someone about your suffering with the intent of helping yourself. You have to fix yourself, get help, change. Enjoy your existence man, all the people that don’t exist aren’t able to.
Submitted June 09, 2018 at 06:32PM by Man-Toast https://ift.tt/2Lx7OW0
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