Working out & sports are really not my thing. But I've always wanted to go to the gym just for my health. Because of my social anxiety I was so scared to embarrass myself to the strangers. Also I didn't want to go there alone. So I've always waited for someone to bring me to the gym. Unfortunately I live abroad by myself, so it wasn't gonna happen soon. Usually after school I just stay in my room and watch shows on netflix. But today, I thought to myself, if I'm not gonna do what I want and waiting for something to happen, no ones gonna do that for me and that "something" will never happen. I'll always gonna find some excuses and won't go to the gym. So I just decided and got up, packed my clothes and got out. When I entered the training room I was so nervous and don't know what to do. Standing there awkwardly haha. Luckily the instructor was so kind, she showed me how those machines work. And those strangers doesn't even care about me haha, everyone is doing their own workouts. I feel so stupid that thinking that people will look and laugh at me. Today I did chest and leg. I finally get to know how work out feels like. Those sweats and exhaustion. Yikes but for me I was so happy seeing all those sweat haha. I feel so refreshed and new haha. 😁 I know it's only one day, and it's small thing but for real I feel like I can do anything right now. So if you're like me, go and do that thing you always wanted, get out from your comfort zone. If i can do this you can do whatever you want to tooo. So good luck!
The reason why I'm posting here is, I lurk this subreddit for a pretty long time. And this subreddit helped me before. Even though it's small thing I wanted to contribute to this community as a thank you.
Submitted May 22, 2017 at 05:32PM by malenkayastrana http://ift.tt/2q9bfYR
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