Sunday, 21 May 2017

[Story] I was reading an article about a guy quitting his job and starting a blog, and the lack of support he had. Unexpectedly in response there was a deep comment about the journey. Credit goes to someone called JoJoe.

Ah.. the path less taken. No one at your back, you will be ignored and shunned. Most famous people experience this. The first course of action is going to be difficult and that is self love and self acceptance of your choice. The second will be great doubt. When you feel either strongly, know that you have made the right choice. Will it bring, fame and fortune? Maybe, maybe not. But if you pursue it for either of those reasons, it will be unattainable. As in the Tarot card the FOOL, you are at the precipice of your journey and must surrender and walk, jump, fly off the cliff into unknowing. That faith can be a daunting thing. That turns many people back thinking "What was I thinking" Now comes the reality of unreality and will be most confusing, as it does not feel, look or act like normal society in any regard. Here is what I call the Valley of Emotions. Here you walk alone without a big stick (ego). Here you will go through hell and heaven of constant change and it will become a feeling of abandonment, loss and sacrifice. Here is where you will bare your soul in a desert of choice. This is the hardest road of change. You will notice things about yourself, the universe, the sky, moon, time. You will often loose time or you will stop doing things "on time" you may not take care of your appearance, you may go for long walks in the darkness of night. You may drive somewhere only to realize you don't know where that is. You may stop talking to people and start talking to others. This is the place of change and many dark nights of the soul. It's the hardest place to pass. Here you will slay your dragons. Most run home at this point, most simply miss safety and comfort, others cannot face their dragons. And this is ok. Aborting a mission to regroup is totally acceptable. Proceed with great patience. Patience beyond what may be comfortable. "No one has died from being uncomfortable" Proceed with the uncomfortable. Once through the valley of emotions you will come to a gate or bridge or door. You will see it in a dream, a sign, a person, a life challenge. For me it was a dream, I was in a deep well, possibly a well of desire, I was rocketed upwards where a thick metal lid flew off and was flying through a starry night and met up with a control panel. I believe it is my place of reprogramming, redirection. But you will know it has great meaning. This is the door of Belief. This is where you will mourn. This is where you will question and ask. This is where you will spend much time letting go of the past. You will experience great sadness a "dies irae" a death. This passage is where you will leave behind without regret, guilt or remorse. This will take time. This is a place you will rewrite your beliefs, this is a terrifying place to freedom. But "it will be your finest hour" I have to go know.. will be back ..... with the mystery of the Door of Belief.



Submitted May 22, 2017 at 03:16AM by MrCobs http://ift.tt/2qJcNft

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