First, let me state that I am only 17 years old. I go to 2 schools and work 6 days a week. I have many issues some I wouldn't like to talk about. I am a heavy drinker (not party wise I usually drink by myself). I'm really depressed. My whole life is a routine. Wake up go to school, drive to my other school, go home and hang for anout an hour, go to work, go to bed, and repeat. I have no real friends. I have 2 people I hangout with sometimes but rarely. I'm usually by myself 90% of the time. Parents are divorced. Live with my mom and step dad. Brother is moved out. Everybody in my family have issues but nobody talks about it. I need a way to be able to change up my life. Everytime I try I succeed for awhile hut eventually fall back to my regular day to day schedule. Only reason I work alot is to keep my mind occupied or else i'd fall into a depressive state and sleep all day. I need help. I'm going to make an appointment with my school pshychologist for the first time and see if she can help some but for now I need you guys to help me. Not very suicidal but in a deep existential crisis. (I just needed to vent for a bit, sorry)
Submitted January 22, 2017 at 01:51PM by chichilover http://ift.tt/2jObDfq
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