Sunday, 2 July 2017

[Discussion] Is it normal to be scared of your future?

I want to be a professional football player, most of the time, I always focus on the negative because I'm not a very good football player. As I grow older, this ambition has slowly become a dream, I keep telling myself that it will all work out, but it just won't.

But I had plan B, to become a teacher, but then again, I focus on the negative because there aren't so many positives considering my attitude, I'm not very smart, my grade and results are shit, and next year is when I graduated high school. My grade is honestly better than last and I'm proud of it, but it still isn't enough to become a teacher with that.

So far, my mom is the true MVP here, she managed to get all my siblings to enter college. I have 8 siblings and 6 of them have graduated, and 4 of them have a job, I am the youngest so you get the idea.

My point is, I'm scared, what if I don't be a football player, what if I don't become a teacher, I don't want to become some fast food workers, plus what if my mom isn't there when I graduated high school. What am I gonna be if all of my ambition didn't work out



Submitted July 02, 2017 at 05:53PM by Muazrozlan http://ift.tt/2udTYQI

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