Sunday, 25 June 2017

[story] I may be rambling... but it comes together at the end

A year ago today I was lost in the middle of my freshman year of college juggling school, Bill's, friendships, and a, a relationship.

It was really overwhelming time I didn't know what I want to do I was going to school and it seemed like it was pointless. I kept playing around with different subjects and topics in school I just like I had a strong passion for software engineering because I like the idea of creating something of your own from scratch from nothing into something.

The scariest part about doing anything is the seconds after you do something. It's the very second after you cross the line of no turning back that scares you the most.

I found out there's 1 million reasons to say no but you just need to find that one reason to say yes and act upon it.

One year ago I hated myself I had serious financial problems and I had no future with school I just knew it wasn't for me. So that's when I decided to just jump across the line of no return and I was scared shitless I stopped focusing on my classes I stopped focusing on almost everything my girlfriend hated me for it. But now one year later I landed my first software engineering internship I have just about finished my internship and I've already got a new job lined up.

I guess what I'm trying to say is don't be afraid to take a risk don't be afraid to lose everything because everybody has a path and everybody has a destination and along that path to reach your destination you will have ups and downs and you're going to think your an idiot for doing this but you're not you're following exactly what you want to do your following your passion so it's time to cross the line and start pushing forward.

Side note: sorry for all the grammar mistakes. I know it's bad but I'm doing voice to text while driving!



Submitted June 26, 2017 at 05:55AM by Domzegrom http://ift.tt/2sGDUbn

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