Sunday, 25 June 2017

[Discussion] Thinking about self harm and suicide

So my life is going pretty bad right now. So for context, I enrolled into this prestigious middle school and they had to set me back a year so i would be able to be at their standards, so I took the challenge, things did not go so well, I failed Mathematics and Science, I tried my hardest but I just couldn't pull my grades up, right now I just cant study because of anxiety, and if i fail my summer school exams my life will be ruined, repeating 10th grade for the second time, I dont know what to do, and I have been studying non stop but I just lost my motivation. If i dont pass this exam my depression will probably take the toll on me, I tried suicide before and failed, I just cant live being the dumb kid at school, I know i aint the brightest or smartest, but I tried my best, but if i dont make it I might try suicide or self harm again, and I do not want that, please help me. And no the suicide prevention hotline will not help, because in my country there is no such thing.



Submitted June 26, 2017 at 08:30AM by KeolXPr0n http://ift.tt/2u5eqT5

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