Broke up after 2 years with plans to move in together. Dated through my entire senior year of high school. Absolutely in love.
We didn't want the same things. I'm going to grad school, he wants to travel, I wanted a family one day, he wanted nothing of the sort, and we just kind of stopped kidding ourselves that we were gonna work out.
Today is the first day I've been single in 2 years. I don't know how to be my own person. We did absolutely everything together. We had our own language, and everything was an inside joke that keeps slapping me in the face when I see them.
I cried a lot last night and this morning I'm numb. We still love each other so much but we can't compromise for each other. I'm 19 and he's 20 and we're still so young, and this probably sounds so stupid.
How do I get over this? What should I be focusing my energy on? Everything I see or do reminds me of him and it's destroying me.
Sorry if this is the wrong place. But getting motivated to better myself and move on is all I want right now.
Submitted May 02, 2017 at 01:06AM by chemicruel http://ift.tt/2oQHiQK
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