I'm a 20 year old male. I just completed my third year of college. I haven't been doing that well in school. I was studying Biology with the intention of probably going to PA school. However my grades were poor, and then I realized I probably don't want to be a PA. I was thinking about becoming a nurse. I was thinking about dropping out of my university and just take prerequisite courses at my local community college for nursing programs in my area.
However, I thought about it and I realize nursing is a socially demanding field. I have social anxiety. I'm very shy with no people skills. I don't think nursing will be a good fit for me. The thing is that I don't know what else I want to do. I don't have a passion for anything. I don't have the motivation to do anything with my life. However, I don't just want to be a bum or work dead-end jobs my whole life.
I was kind of forced to go to college after high school by my mother. I wasn't even sure if I wanted to go to college. I didn't even know what to major in. I changed my major three times before I settled on Biology, but then I realized I don't really want to study that. I wish I would have took a few years off after high school before deciding if I want to go to college. If I would have done that, I wouldn't be in debt right now with no direction.
I feel awful that I don't know what direction I want to go. I have $20,000 of student loan debt right now. The only thing I do every day is sit on my couch all day on my laptop. My life sucks right now, but I don't know what to do to make it better.
I really need some advice. It would be much appreciated.
Submitted May 26, 2018 at 06:19PM by Devin2019 https://ift.tt/2sh4nuy
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